蓝天的记忆天使

It was an emotional event, for me.

I finally had a blood test done which proves that I am a normal person, finally.

I was so overwhelmed by the report and the first thing which came to my mind was,

I wanna donate my blood.

=)

I was having iron deficiency anaemia, and I used to faint, very frequently.

But the ugliest faint was during orientation, but also the luckiest faint...

because got handsome guy carry me. hehehe...

My blood pressure is always very low, normally it would be 90/50mmHg.

I prayed so hard yesterday.

Butterflies were fluttering in my tummy the whole morning.

First test was body weight.

50kg. Good. =)

Blood type B, good. =)

Blood pressure...

My BP was 100/60mmHg.

And the doctor said that my BP was at borderline.

I said to him that I really really wanna donate, because this is my very very first time.

"Please please please, I wanna do it..."

"Don't worry, I believe that you CAN do it."

=)

I smiled like a little kid with a candy in her hand.

The nurses were awesome.

They were so caring and funny and as lame as me.

My "neighbour" was awesome too.

He talked a lot until I felt so comfortable sitting beside him.

Evie was there, actually she shouldn't be there but I was really so scared!

They said that the injection can be quite painful but I knew that I am not afraid of needles.

But I was so scared that I would faint.

Evie held my hand, and I held her hand so tight.

My right hand was trembling.

I told my "neighbour", "I purposely wear pants today, so if I really faint, people won't see my inside."

I think I'd lost my mind.

What a stupid sentence.

My blood flew so fast!

And the nurse said that I am healthy and have good blood circulation.

I proudly told her that I'd stop eating junk food!

XD

I felt so touched inside, seeing my besties Evelyn Chen and Kah Yee Lum being there for me.

They were there, so I was brave.

I was so proud telling the nurses that my friends were waiting for me.

And deep in my heart, I finally feels that I am not as "ill" as people think.

My batchmates were very concern and caring.

Sor Leng said that I am so skinny and I am weak, and now, it's proven that I am not!

hehe...

I tak ada pengsan pun! :)

I felt like crying when I was looking at the photos, I can feel that I am reaching another stage of life.

Thank God for giving me a chance, a miracle.

God makes miracles happen, and I am one of them.

Doctors used to say that I couldn't live long, and yet I survive every single battle.

I had septic shock, but I survived.

I had a high fever and I lost my eyesight, but it lasted only one day and now, I can see.

I had idiopathic iron deficiency anaemia, and taking iron tablets couldn't help because iron overloads my blood but my haemoglobin just don't want to use them and I got iron toxicity,

AND NOW I CAN DONATE BLOOD.

I believe deeply that God loves me.

=)

My eyes are watery here, in e lab but I am still grateful and happy.

I sincerely thank everyone that walks into my life, because everyone is so special, making my life so unique and wonderful.

I believe that miracles will still happen.

I'm diagnosed with PCOS, and doctor said that I may have fertility problems.

But I believe that I can make it.

And I will have sweet and wonderful babies, with my loved one.

Someday.

And that day will arrive.

=)

*Thank God for everything!*

Special thanks to Evelyn Chen and Kah Yee Lum and Chen Yan Lin for the endless love and support.

I am the luckiest person on Earth.

=')

Important notice:
Those who are *ahem ahem* with Wei Ping, please don't kill or angry me.
I am not your threat.
This post is here because I lost in a bet.
So please don't feel sad ya!
=)

Dear Wei Ping (aiyer, sounds so creepy),

First and foremost, I have to say this, because it is so important, that I can't tahan without telling you.

It is: "HI".

We've been in this batch for almost three years, and I know you for two or three semesters only.

But, I wanna tell you something which you may not even remember.

It happened in Sem 1 when we were having our very first class trip to Genting Highlands.

That time Kean Ping was my first line enemy.

He used to laugh at me, regarding the faint case.

Then when we were at the Lobby, I helped to carry some bags.

I saw a bag which was huge, so I thought that it would be very heavy.

In the end, IT WAS NOT!

And I almost fell on my back, and you lent a helping hand, preventing me from falling like a tortoise.

And you said, "be careful, otherwise Kean Ping will laugh at you again."

HAHAHAHAHA....

Seriously I didn't know your name!

Not even your name!!

When did I know your name I also tak boleh remember.

XD

THANKS for that! =)

In semester 5, I got to know that you are so super lame.

I am so sorry for voting King Terung instead of you, otherwise you guys will get the award together or can have a live PK.

Hoo, that would be of so much fun!

If can vote again, I vote you lar.

I don't really know what to say, but I truly appreciate and thankful for knowing you, a friend who steals things, including kaki retort.

Ah, one more thing. Deuter is still very ugly in my eyes, but when you bring it, it's nice, so no worries.

XD

It's very rare that I can get a friend who is as lame as me, sometimes even lamer!

I enjoy playing very lame games, especially the bowling-football-combination-goal-game.

But it ended this way that I have to write a post on you.

*ish*

Like everyone in B107, you are indeed a great friend!

Thanks for making the b107 underground, eventhough you weren't really good in blogger.

Thanks for making the class party such a success, with Wan Ling and other B107 members, because it is the sweetest part of my IMU life!

Thanks for sending Kah Yee home, because that short journey became so special.

Thanks for being so lame because being lame do make people around feel happy and cheerful.

Thanks for stealing my things and return them back before I goes back, because it trains me to be a more alert person.

Thanks for being you!

I guess that people around you do feel that you have great personalities.

In conclusion, I would strongly clarify one thing:


I am not flirting.


HAHAHAHA...

I appreciate friendships, regardless of their genders.

:)

Sekian, terima kasih.

:)

If you have my msn, then you'll know that my name is ah nee ultraman 3.

I am a fan of Ultraman since I was really young.

But among all the Ultramen, I super love Ultraman Tiga.

I think that he is the most handsome one.

^^

Last night I was dying to scan and read through our group project which is currently having 54 pages of words.

My eyes got so tired and I even read msn messages wrongly.

My bestie asked me whether I still have my prefect coat, I thought that she wants a PERFECT COAT.

I was really really tired.

And I am still tired.

I still have lotsa lotsa things to do, to accomplish.

But I have this thing called FAITH, in myself.

That I can overcome this hurdle.

And, I know that there is an Ultraman 3 in my heart, and I will be as strong as him.

Who knows, maybe I can save the world one day right?

:)

I am tired, but I am not emo.

=)

从前，在那遥远的国度，有个长得畸形的女孩。

她身上满是残缺。

她坚强地活着，并珍惜每一天。

她相信真爱，却不奢望真爱会降临于她身上。

曾经用满满的真心，深爱着一个人。

他对她说，“我们可以的”。

结果，那年的冬天，他只用了一分钟，把那份真心给摧毁了。

女孩只能痛哭一场。

在世界的中心，女孩大声地呼唤爱。

爱情，让两个人幸福。

大爱，则让全世界幸福。

女孩体弱多病，却从来也没想过，

她会是别人眼中的颗计时炸弹。

女孩知道，这是个现实的世界。

她也明了，这是个残酷的世界。

女孩累了，跌坐在世界的中心，擦干眼泪。

“你是最棒的！”她轻声说。

My batchmate, Andrew Lum came out with a word which you will never find it in a dictionary.

Slove, which stands for super love.

I felt like crying today, when Dr Kang was talking to us.

He said that we started to knit a strong bond since semester 3.

My memory is bad.

So I can't really remember what happened in that semester.

But I can still remember how awkward I was when I was in IMU for the first time, and also the first day of semester 1.

And, there were sometimes, when I was really unlucky.

But, my unluckiness was accompanied with luckiness.

In semester 1, during Orientation::

I fainted in a super duper ugly way and couldn't breathe properly and my breathing sound was like a hungry ghost hunting for fresh human blood, and my face was like stroke patient...

I couldn't react eventhough I was in pain.

But I could remember my group mate, telling me that I am doing a good job.

I wanted to cry but I couldn't.

*Thanks, Kean Ping!*

In the end, there was a tall and handsome senior carried me *like a princess in fairy tales, just that the princess was covered with mud and not pretty* to a clinic *from the car*.

*Thanks, Julian!*

And, another senior used the first RM50 note given by his mother to pay my medical fee.

People were helping me to pull my muscles back to their original place because I had severe muscle cramp but I felt nothing.

Lots of helped were offered even from the first semester.

I don't feel myself as imperfect, because these imperfections give me lotsa chances to feel the warmth of love from people around me!

I always fail to reach my 100% attendance dream. And I only did it in semester 4.

I got another viral infection this semester.

But, people in our batch are so caring.

They called, they offered private tutorial lessons, and one of the sweet sweet lady, came to my house in the middle of the night when she knew that I was doing work, just to give me a sweet surprise gift.

*Thanks, Anitha!*
*Thanks, Feli and Fion!*
*Thanks, Kah Yee, Evie and Peggy!*

*Thanks, Ling Wei!!*

I went to the B107 Championship League.

I am not really sure whether the name is correct.

I screamed from the bottom of my heart.

I supported every team, because they are all from B107.

They are great players, ALL of them are.

:)

I love this word "Slove" because it is the word that matches my feeling for B107 best.

And I can never finish thank-ing because the thankfulness sudah melimpah-limpah dari hati saya.

:)

Thank God, for everything, including having a great sister, Yan Lin Chen.

=)

I had a great morning.

*Because this is the first time I could sleep for so many hours since sem 6 started.

I had a good afternoon.

*The lunch was good, and everything was good.

I had a bad evening.

*No further elaboration is required.

And I am planning, and keep telling myself that I will have an awesome night.

*Evie is coming! :D

At times when we are so tired, physically, emotionally and mentally, we just need someone, who can understand.

Who ...

::can really really understand what kind of burdens are on your shoulders,

::is really patient, simply because he/she understands,

::believes that you are undergoing some kind of stress and you'll be okay soon, and doesn't judge you on that.

::upon everything, he/she lets you to be who you wanna be.

You may cry.

You may not be saying anything.

He/she just understands.

"My day is a little brighter because of you. Thanks, dear Yan Lin Chen!" :D

It's raining.

It's 6.30pm.

I am doing my work.

I am typing this in e lab 2, IMU.

Days are so busy.

When I am too busy to think what am I doing.

When I am too busy to plan, what's coming up next.

When I am too busy to share every single interesting thing that happened to me, to my dear friends.

When I am too busy to rest.

When I am too busy to emo.

I am typing and typing.

But the hill of work does not seem to be finsihed.

It is raining,

and I still need to finish my work.

I am no longer a young little girl, who cries when a doggie grabs my candy.

Decisions to be made.

I need a good, night sleep.

*I hadn't been sleeping well. I had a nightmare. I thought that I had cancer, and I was forced to undergo series of chemotherapy.*

Ultraman 3, hwaiting!

=)